Monday 15 July 2013

pay no attention (that was yesterday)

i look to the sky
tears drain from my eyes
i pay no attention


i look to the seas
tears drain from my eyes
i pay no attention


i look to my reflection
tears drain from my eyes
i pay no attention


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mirroring ur life
i begin to forget my own

i find the fight
to keep going on

with ease found 
in the hardest things


i find the sight
to keep moving forward 

with pleasure found
in the smallest things

mirroring ur life 
i  began to forget my own

still im found

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and then
i look to my right side
it all starts to untwine

and then 
i look to my left side
it all starts to make sense

in this senseless spirit,
it was forgiven
since, beginning again
is for the living

believing whats right 
was what once i saw, as wrong
believing whats wrong 
was once right

yet

i pay no attention


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mirroring ur life
i begin to forget my own

i find the fight 
to keep going on 
with ease found 
in the hardest things


i find the sight
to keep moving forward  
with pleasure found
in the smallest things

mirroring ur life 
i  began to forget my own

still im found

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i got a plan to never 
dread the death 
of the past

i got a plan to never
dread the presence
of the future 

to say 
im ok with or without, 
is my life, I dont fear,
the result of whats mine

i know that i have everything 
i desire
i got a system in mind
to make it allsweet this time


yet

i pay no attention


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mirroring ur life
i begin to forget my own

i find the fight 
to keep going on 
with ease found 
in the hardest things

i find the sight
to keep moving forward  
with pleasure found
in the smallest things

mirroring ur life 
i  began to forget my own

still im found

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thats me here 
in my current placement
living

thats me here
in essence of 
everything ive ever dreamed

its peace within
sort after for too long,
found in this cave
with out u it wouldn't be

im free with you
im free with this side to life
im free,
in the knowledge of this beginning

yet

i pay no attention

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mirroring ur life
i begin to forget my own

i find the fight 
to keep going on 
with ease found 
in the hardest things

i find the sight
to keep moving forward  
with pleasure found
in the smallest things

mirroring ur life 
i  began to forget my own

still im found

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i look to the sky
tears drain from my eyes
i pay no attention

i look to the seas
tears drain from my eyes
i pay no attention


i look to my reflection
tears drain from my eyes
i pay no attention

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that was yesterday
today you are here
my tears now gone

looking up to tomorrow

sun shining through clouds
living and 
all that it brings

looking up to tomorrow

my fears now gone
today you are here
that was yesterday

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Monday 1 July 2013

old draft

the dawn
with out the sun
i run
away from the forest
and into a new way
of living through
the height
of
the dawn
without the sun

if seeing is believing
then we believe in the times
of today and our life

if speaking is seeking
then we seek in the times
of today and our life

if adream we are dreaming
comes to be truth
then we seek to be seeing
something to believe in times
of today and the life

then finally the sunshine shows
and now the dawn is rising
yet its midday
althought never too late

say we all of us
as its been so long since the rising sun
that darkness now only finds us in a place of fear
evil is spreading darkness creeping into that inner space of we all of us

time in now it is only time for the believer to find goodness in this feet
dance up to the passing of this day
gone by
so shine midday dawn

the pressance of one daughter
the father knows only too well her task is the hardest yet
individuals are takin in this modern face
that her task set she did under no messure will time let her be beat
but the beat of music makes her everyday see the rising
dawn to dusk she loves
night fall brings only another wonderful day
so say to the lord of life
we make this earth a place that one day everybody will be grateful
and proud that we are together
in this level of heaven called earth
its only still a step away
just one step to take
on this path to blessed pasture



the stars

the stars in my skies
are brighter than the lights in ur eyes...



so lets start this

o hell
how much do i need u
oh yes
hand over ur heart
a heart like myne
i need
to be where u sit
so come on lets fuckn go
lets do this shyt

it seems u came climbing
thru my window
talked ur way thru
the knives in the linning
of my pillow case, face it u did this
so dont leave me here
all on my own

incase u missed that moment
im talking of him.. yeah woah' men all em

tha man that ripped me appart
then told me to get it 2gether

how funny muny taken
u well,.... by the sunny side up
ridding up
as
knights jus for fun

u looking
invisible so easy to please
jus turn u on then leave

me behind
and tell me
three times over to get my arse to u
and make it hurry and fast
to last the long time

i gotta beat u and ur endeavors
well u know dam well how long
a hoe take to get to the top of the game
and the music game is hard to make a break so
dont
sit tall standing to high in ur far out clouds
telling me how easy it was
take another look backwards
noter..go on
then find a new line hunny

oh it seems u have but we waiting in anticipation so freely
its not like ur infinite made u millions
until ur 2nd album came out

or perhaps i dont now ur history that well
and im wrong
im stumbling ur way whether storm and all
so ur gonna have to face the real aftermath
of all that urve been saying
her knowing is so not wrong

it seems i thought of mariah and still
i let u inspire me to write this song
dope well on that tail lets tell
i gave up last year but i still got the gear
to write these line so dam fuckn fine

u hearing this in ur segmented fear
of plea(r)sure
so plea_ur to her and then to me
that no one else would writ a ryme
that could compete and completely beat ur bee
he sits in ur bonnet of lines and super sonnets
and then u find the goddess and the well wishers here

well well woman here i stand
drop ur plan keri of love shop
liki from head to the bottom of whats rot
those words are a curse to young girls ears
so take these lines and spike ur tears

but thats another story from wat was and to the glory
here i write about u and soon ill spit u out ooooo

so lets face this make this taste this
fake it, this is the reality of what urve done

u sup a web around me and now
u now this flying high flyer has won

so lets get thru this
to you

why not other wise its just a sick sack
of sorrow in both our hearts
hand over my eyes my hearts not blind
even when i cant see
and im in the darkest of days
ur there so what to do
get there
yeah
i agree
blend in with me
make me laugh
why not
it can be
it can be
it can be